Tonight is my last night in London for a while (well I am back in 3 days). So let me correct that sentence. Tonight is my last night owning a flat in London, I made the decision whilst in Turkey that I would move back to Cardiff and stay there for a bit, before Ramazan arrives, and before I move over to Turkey permanently next year.
London is so expensive, its fabulous, but its expensive. This last week I have been trying to enjoy it as much as I can and I found myself getting upset, but irrationally so. I had a project to finish today and part of that project was to go to Hyde Park today...
I cycled around and started getting sad that I was leaving...and then I thought, "I haven't been to Hyde Park since March". I think the real problem is I am not sure if I want to move home. I am not sure I want to live in Cardiff...I know its the right thing to do, I know its sensible, but part of me thinks I should go somewhere else. A lot of my wonderful friends live here, I have a routine, I LOVE cycling around London, I love my independence and I am worried living with my family will drive me insane. Well its only for 3 weeks, then I go to Turkey, and then I am back. I will find myself a house share and then Ramazan arrives :)
In other news, I am busy on the writing front, today I had to review a load of cafes in West London to see if they were dog friendly. I am writing a tour of Istanbul and on the resorts of Turkey.
I bought the most amazing coat today to make myself feel better about leaving and it helped!
I just worry, I worry home will drive me crazy, I worry I won't fine the right job for me, I want to move to Turkey now!
So goodnight from London xx
London is so expensive, its fabulous, but its expensive. This last week I have been trying to enjoy it as much as I can and I found myself getting upset, but irrationally so. I had a project to finish today and part of that project was to go to Hyde Park today...
I cycled around and started getting sad that I was leaving...and then I thought, "I haven't been to Hyde Park since March". I think the real problem is I am not sure if I want to move home. I am not sure I want to live in Cardiff...I know its the right thing to do, I know its sensible, but part of me thinks I should go somewhere else. A lot of my wonderful friends live here, I have a routine, I LOVE cycling around London, I love my independence and I am worried living with my family will drive me insane. Well its only for 3 weeks, then I go to Turkey, and then I am back. I will find myself a house share and then Ramazan arrives :)
In other news, I am busy on the writing front, today I had to review a load of cafes in West London to see if they were dog friendly. I am writing a tour of Istanbul and on the resorts of Turkey.
I bought the most amazing coat today to make myself feel better about leaving and it helped!
I just worry, I worry home will drive me crazy, I worry I won't fine the right job for me, I want to move to Turkey now!
So goodnight from London xx
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