I have been umming and ahhing about whether to start "blogging", flashback to 2 years ago and blogging had a totally different meaning to what it does now, maybe to me it did.
I moved to an amazing city 3 years ago and I felt so terribly alone, I wish I had started this then as I think its such a good way to make friends. In a way I still feel lonely now, well I have moments where I feel like I don't belong here but when I go home i'm not sure I belong there either. Discovering new places, nice food, taking regular yoga classes, exercise help combat this feeling but I do find it creeping up on me when I least expect it.
I am still undertaking my yoga teacher training, its taking longer than I thought because of various reasons, moving jobs, trips to see the boy and trips home which take out huge chunks of time where I could be building up my strength. But I am determined to sort myself out, pull myself together and stop feeling so deflated.
Loneliness, you will not win!
I moved to an amazing city 3 years ago and I felt so terribly alone, I wish I had started this then as I think its such a good way to make friends. In a way I still feel lonely now, well I have moments where I feel like I don't belong here but when I go home i'm not sure I belong there either. Discovering new places, nice food, taking regular yoga classes, exercise help combat this feeling but I do find it creeping up on me when I least expect it.
I am still undertaking my yoga teacher training, its taking longer than I thought because of various reasons, moving jobs, trips to see the boy and trips home which take out huge chunks of time where I could be building up my strength. But I am determined to sort myself out, pull myself together and stop feeling so deflated.
Loneliness, you will not win!
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